Oh Baby! I can’t believe it!!
Believe it or not, I am pregnant again.
I am one of the creatures who enjoy daydreaming; but I have never pictured myself having three kids - until a few days ago. This time it’s real.
God I can’t believe this is happening to me and I don’t like it for the following 10 reasons:
1. I am too busy to have a third child.
2. I have just managed to lose all the baby fat I put on with #2.
3. I can’t afford the demanded resource (time, energy, money, …).
4. I don’t like it.
5. I don’t like it.
6. I don’t like it.
7. I don’t like it.
8. I don’t like it.
9. I don’t like it.
10. I don’t like it.
I wish I could punch my husband in the face, but he was too tall (so I punched him on the chest).
Then I realized it was not his fault. It was not anyone’s fault. It doesn’t matter!
What matters is how to deal with it.
Well said - but how?
It’s funny we humans sometimes create our own problems. My friends in China think I am crazy to even worry about it. To them, this is a no-brainer.
Same issue, different level of difficulty…
I must be the reason for the difference.
I wish I (and my husband) could stop thinking too much. It’s not a baby yet. It cannot feel anything. It’s like a tiny blob of tissue - except that one day it can grow into a baby, a cheerful girl like Isabella, or a smart boy like William…
Oh God this is soooooo difficult!
Why do I have to go through this?
I don’t like it.
Posted on Monday, February 4th, 2008;
filed under Weight Control, Life, Dream, Career.
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